No, I didn’t update last week. Why? I was so ashamed of myself. Yes, I gained. A whole 1.4 lbs. I was very disappointed with myself and just couldn’t bring myself to admit it to my readers. The ironic thing is that last week I was doing my best to motivate others who were discouraged with their weight loss journey. Talk about needing to live by my own preaching!
On my way home last week, I had a nice long chat with myself. I figured the cost to drive back and forth to my WW meetings each week. With gas around $3.85 here, that computes to approximately $23.10 in gas expense each month… and that expense is on top of my $39.95 membership fees. I love going to the meetings. I look forward to them each week. It may have something to do with the fact that it is 2-3 hours of perfectly acceptable, guilt-free, Me time. Regardless the reason, I really don’t want to give up my meetings. However, since I’ve flat-lined on my weight loss, I’m feeling bad for the extra expense I’m generating with nothing to show for it. I know there are other health benefits beside weight loss, but the point in WW is: weight loss. I gently scolded myself and decided that I had to get back on track and start seeing results in order to justify all this expense. So…
This week, I tracked. I ate fruit (can some one say: WATERMELON!) and stayed within my point range. Even with Mother’s Day BBQ on Sunday (can some one say: OREO PUDDING!) I did very well. At one point, I weighed myself (at home) and had lost three pounds. It’s a really good feeling to know you’re doing well.
So yesterday, my normal weigh-in day, one of my dear friends decided to go in labor. With her first baby. A sweet occasion I couldn’t miss. Trust me, I was torn. I wanted to go to WW just so I could celebrate a successful week, but knew I couldn’t miss meeting this new little fella. So, I weighed at work (their scales tend to be more accurate than mine) and documented my weight loss for the week.
Talk about a great week! I’m down 4.2 lbs! Which pushes me to my 25 lb mark and I sailed right past that 10% mark that keeps avoiding me. Now, don’t get me wrong. It’s not official until I weigh in on WW scales in front of a WW leader. But make no mistake; I will keep it off this week. I’ve loaded up on fruit and other low PointsPlus foods and I’m ready to face the week. I will make it all official next week. And… I will make it officially into ONE-derland!
Here’s the stats so far:
Hold me accountable, People! Send me mean emails telling me I can’t do it. The reverse psychology will kick in and I will do it just to prove you wrong!